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| 09.01.2009 & summer of 2013 |
01September2009:
I woke up around 6:30am, with the same achy, cumbersome sensations I'd had for the past couple of months. My lower back still felt strained, my ankles were nice and swollen, and my feet.. well, I hadn't seen them standing up in a few weeks so I wasn't all that concerned. It was not unlike the many days leading up to it, except that it just... felt...
different. I knew at 6:30am that day that I would be having a baby.
My mother-in-law and sister-in-law at the time showed up at my house unexpectedly, which looking back was a Heaven-sent arrangement; I was home alone and unsure of what every minute would hold. My best friend Kalyn called saying she got a new puppy, and was on her way over. Fifteen minutes later, Kalyn hadn't been at the back door for more than a few seconds when it was go time, and the four of us were out the door.
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| my sweet girl ♥ |
Labor to deliver time: 18 minutes. Sydni was born in the company of nurses, doctors and my mother-in-law just before 1pm. My family, Sydni's dad and a few friends arrived after she was born, and were able to greet the new baby and welcome her into the world.
Every single day has been an adventure with her; there isn't enough room on the internet for me to chronicle every detail, but there are some highlights...
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| 09.01.2009: i look absolutely dazed, but i will never forget this moment.. |
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| a [brand new] whoooo-dey bengals baby! |
6 months old: Syd's dad left for basic training for the Air Force; for the next 11 months, it was her and I, laughing and crying together and sometimes wanting nothing more than to our space [and yes, I had a 7, 8 and 9 month old who made it very clear when she needed her own space.... nothin' like her mama, right?? ;) haha] No worries though; we had a blast visiting cousins in Columbus, playing outside and putting that running stroller to work!
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| {re-blog} sydni & her cousin madison.. exactly 1 week apart |
ONE YEAR! I couldn't believe it then that my baby was already 1. We celebrated as best we could, with her dad still being away, it was a lot of traveling: to him, to family in Columbus and to local family here in Cincinnati. It was very clear even then, that this little one would be spoiled beyond our control by family & friends.

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| 09.01.2010: happy FIRST birthday! |
It wasn't long before I was indulging her with things she probably didn't need.. but hey, Tiny Toms are so stinkin' cute... I told myself, "she'll only be this size ONCE." I'm glad I did.
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| age 1: first pair of toms (: |
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| Christmas 2011 with Santa-Pappy! |
By Mother's Day 2012, we were all living in Belleville, IL near Scott Air Force Base, for Joe's military career. It was our 5th relocation in 3 years, and it lasted not even 2 years before he opted out and we all moved, again, back to Ohio. During our time there, we were however blessed to meet some incredible families and people, have some memorable experiences and of course visit many places we may have never chosen to go if we hadn't lived nearby. We found a church family unlike any others we'd ever had, and even had the chance to celebrate Sydni's birthday with another boy in the church close in age.
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| mother's day 2012 |
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| 3rd birthday! |
Visiting home came few and far between when we were living 8 hours away, but we made sure to get back when we could, especially for holidays!
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| Christmas 2012 with cousin Emmie |
By May of 2013, our lives had dramatically changed. Sydni's father and I had gone our separate ways; he was back in Ohio, and I was not-so-patiently awaiting my turn to move back, contingent on my work. The new office for my company finally opened mid-May, and I moved the last of my things back to Ohio for the final time [for a long time, that is]. After months of 6-hour round trips to exchange her on bi-weekly periods, Sydni now had both parents within 20 minutes of each other. I could already see the impact this had on her, and promised myself I would never again let anyone dictate our lives for us in any fashion outside of her best interest, again.
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| my nature girl : hiking 2013 | cinci nature reserve |
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| & camping! 2013 |
And now... in the last half of 2013, our lives have finally settled down. We are a mere 3 hours away from my parents; Joe's mother is here locally in Cincinnati; all of Sydni's family is essentially within a half day's trip if need be. We have again found happiness, though not forgetting what it took to get us to this point. Our friends, family and above all the God we serve, are responsible for carrying us over the past four years and I am forever grateful.
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| august 2013 : turning into a bookworm like her mama (: |
It's been a long road, and she's already been through a lot in the last four years. The good news now? No more moving, no more wishing that both parents were around all the time, and some new, incredible people in our lives to help us move forward. Sydni, I love you more than you will ever know, and I am so proud to be your mama.
Happy birthday to the love of my life.. little monster. I can't wait to continue watching you grow and amaze us all.
I love you, Sydni!
xo | cmd